Tuesday, December 29

Everything is going to be alright!

Nearly 2 months since i posted. Really? Time really does go past too quickly lately, which as much as I put down to simply getting older and growing up, i don't feel like i'm older, even though obviously am, and i really don't feel i have grown up much.

As it's the end of the year, people will start to look back on 2009. I have already done so, and have come to the conclusion.. it was rather rubbish. Nothing particularly bad happened, but i think that's why i'm not satisfied with what i have been doing because i have been doing almost nothing! Nothing has changed in a long time and I know a lot of people don't like change, but sometimes I think its good.

Let's take small changes, the other day i rearranged the furniture in my room, its made more space and i'm very happy with it, it was a good change. I was going to give an example of change in my life, something more significant but i really can't think of anything right now.

I never normally make really serious new years resolutions because i know i can never keep them, but i have been reading on blogs (in particular galadaring) and i am for once looking forward to the future and planning what I want to do. At the moment, as i may have mentioned before, i am in college doing my A levels and i hate it, but in about 6 months time it will be over and i will be wondering what i got so stressed about. ;]

So what am i going to do after college? I'm definitely not going to university, that's for sure. I don't think uni is for me, simple as. I'm sure some people think i am crazy, and i have felt that my tutors at college are really pushing me to go, but why? Its not the only option.

So change is going to happen in 2010 whether i like it or not, and in the past i always got scared and worried and panicked about what i am going to do next, but this time i am actually excited about it!

How do you feel about change?